Last Sunday

Today is probably the last Sunday I'll have to feel down and out. Cause maybe exams will soon be over and about next year... see how first lah.

I'm sorry I've to say this, but I always feel like shit on Sundays, looking ahead and I see a weekful of work, stress, problems after problems, sometimes I really wished i had gone to a poly instead, don't know what made me choose a JC education. Do all JC ppl feel the same way, or is it just me? cause in school the last few days i saw a couple of students looking suicidal, I even saw one crying in a classroom all by herself. Wanted to console her, but... I can't even help myself, afraid I might make things worse.

And today I ate lunch at Macs. wow, i think this is the 2nd time i'm eating there this year, what to do, I didn't have much of a childhood. Just like my GP essay. I wrote about youths having very little childhood in this modern age.

At Macs, there were this bunch of kids there celebrating some other kid's birthday. I saw and How i wished i was like them, they seemed so carefree, happy, free from worries.

And I know I've not been smiling alot. So...

Little Andrew you haven't been smiling for awhile,

C'mon Little Andrew, show me a smile!

So Little Andrew please smile more,

And stop looking down on the floor.