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Blogging now cause can't get to sleep, though tomorrow must get up early to attend Alvin and Wendy's wedding.

Just got my results today, ya, now in a dilemma, go poly, or retain one more year?

Weighed the pros and cons of going to a poly.

Pros:
more slack
more sleep
more fun
can get a diploma and start work
more time for myself
and am sure there are a lot more pros

Cons:
waste a year
go NS late
may not go Uni
- no degree and cannot get my dream job

More pros than cons, so maybe, I'll go poly.

But, for my dream job, I may continue in JC and get a degree. and if i go to the poly, i'll also have to give up shooting, which i enjoy alot.

Very confused now, feeling both sad and excited.
sad cause I wasted a year, both time and money and effort. Its like i just threw away 2007 like that.
Then excited cause i may enter a new phase next year, I'll get to experience what poly life is like, this kinda stuff.

What am I to do? confused. a rush of mixed emotions.