Wishes will never come true.

Finally found a temp job, packing the Christmas ornaments into their boxes at the Isetan warehouse. Pay is ok, $6.50 an hour, 8 hours a day. But bad thing is that it is only a 4 day job. Then when it's over I'll be jobless again....

Sometimes I wished I had lots and lots of money, then I'd wouldn't have to worry about a thing, food, clothing, living expenses, education.. $10 a week is just not enough. And I wonder how I'm gonna survive in poly with such a allowance. Thats why I'm wondering if I should work part time while in poly, then at least I can have more money.

Just hope that I wont become materialistic.

I'm sick of just sitting at home doing nothing. Maybe if I had a higher allowance then maybe I wouldn't be feeling so hopeless.

Cant wait to be 21. then I can move out and live on my own.