Life sucks? Well yes. Weekdays are more or less the same. Wake up in the morning, go to school. Have lessons. Finish lessons. Go for dinner. Go back "home". On my laptop, go online, surf the net, chat online with friends. Tired, go to sleep. 

Sleep, maybe its the only place I dont feel constrained. But all good things have to come to an end; waking up and going to school. Another day. Boring. Meaningless.

Weekends? Work. Until late into the night. I really wish I dont have to work just to support myself. But school materials are so damn expensive. Paying the adult fair for transport also sucks. Handphone bills? Other expenses? If I dont work, where the hell am I gonna get the money? 

Sunday mornings, wake up so darn early to go to church. After that go back. Do my school work or go to work. And I thought poly students were supposed to have more freedom. To hell with that.

And I dont know what have done to offend her. Seeing her black face everyday when I come back "home". Doesnt even respond when I call her. Like I want to call you like that. Throwing my cloths all over the room. Whatever I left outside in the living room will be thrown at my door at night.

So I really cant wait to be 21 years old. So I can go out and live on my own.