Sleep, maybe its the only place I dont feel constrained. But all good things have to come to an end; waking up and going to school. Another day. Boring. Meaningless.
Weekends? Work. Until late into the night. I really wish I dont have to work just to support myself. But school materials are so damn expensive. Paying the adult fair for transport also sucks. Handphone bills? Other expenses? If I dont work, where the hell am I gonna get the money?
Sunday mornings, wake up so darn early to go to church. After that go back. Do my school work or go to work. And I thought poly students were supposed to have more freedom. To hell with that.
And I dont know what have done to offend her. Seeing her black face everyday when I come back "home". Doesnt even respond when I call her. Like I want to call you like that. Throwing my cloths all over the room. Whatever I left outside in the living room will be thrown at my door at night.
So I really cant wait to be 21 years old. So I can go out and live on my own.
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