Today felt like shit.

Wake up. Feel like crap.

Go to school. And see that I got an 'F' for my assignment.

Lunch. Food taste bland.

Drawing. Measurements all wrong.

Dismiss. Dunno where to go. Definitely not 'home'.

Called Veron. Watch movie. Got lousy seats.

International. X-Men Origins. Friday the 13th.

Watch till eye pain. Legs numb.

Dinner. Macs. Oily. Eww.

1130pm. Go 'home'. Took a bus that took 20 min to come.

Handphone spoil. iPod no batt. MacBook so damn heavy.

Wallet almost empty.

Reach back. Saw a black face.

Bath. Wash up. Continued my drawings.

Realised did wrongly.

Fed-up. Tore the paper. My last paper.

Tomorow. School at 1. Ends at 5.

Everyday the same.

No change.

No improvement.

All the same.

Like shit.

Gets worse.

Damn.

I hate this.

2 more years.

Cant wait.

Beginning to dislike my course, and all the technical stuff included. Like technical drawings of the sections, elevations. Going mad with all the measurements and scales. Should have taken something more abstract like graphic design.

And I already spent $30+ on the 1st day of school. My pay doesnt come till nxt week. And maj. of it is going to expense. With wah wah continuing to be so ngiow, I wonder how much I can earn at most a month. Unless I can find another part time job that pays well.

Oh gosh year 2 will be long.

Hoorah! I can't stop listening to this.

Susan Boyle on Britains Got Talent 2009!! Incredible Voice!! @ Yahoo! Video

Work is getting suckier and suckier, and the pay is getting lower and lower. Now we are supposed to sell at least 3 memberships per day when we work. (who the hell wants to be a wah wah member?) and the name of the membership already sounds stupid. Friends Of Eng Wah. And we dont even know how does that fag look like. FOEW for short. which has the same initials as F*ck Off Eng Wah!

Oh yeah, I'm gonna FOEW soon.

And the hours. Eng Wah knows that his company is going to hell soon, and is trying his best to salvage whatever he can. So he cuts down cost. 1 staff per station. No mustard for hotdogs cause the price of mustards went up by $0.05 per bottle. More ice in the cups, which means less drinks. So cheap. And last time, F*uck Off Eng Wah (FOEW) members ONLY needed to spend $150 to redeem a movie voucher, and the voucher cant be used for weekends, and public holidays and sneak previews. Now, they have to spend $250 to redeem the same stupid voucher. And they want us to promote the stupid membership.

FOEW! You stupid bastard.

My working hours average is about 15hrs a week? Thats barely $200 a month. And like I said. Wah Wah's marketing team has no brains. FREAKIN NO BRAINS. And with FlimGrad Illuma opened, I bet wah wah is going to close down soon.

And I'm applying for FlimGrad Illuma this wednesday.

So, FOEW!

I came across this poem I wrote back in Literature class in JC about life. And am still wondering why I failed this piece. Here's what I wrote:

Life is great, cause...

we can wake up each morning,

able to see the sun rise.

we can go to school,

and know that our friends will be there.

we study and play hard,

if not life would be dull.

we read the news and see,

the turmoil in other countries.

but back here we know,

we are safe and sound.

we are able to reach home safely,

knowing that there's someone watching over us.

we can open the door of our houses,

and knowing that we will be drawn into open arms.

we pray for our families and,

know that they'll pray for us.

and being able to sleep tight,

knowing that we will see the sun rise again tomorrow.

Shit lah! All my friends got a higher GPA than me. Even Shane.

Screw poly.

Have been painting the old house since yesterday, so that I can rent it out and have more income. Then when I reach 21, I can finally move back in. Can't wait to be 21.. Painting is damn tiring, 1 5 L tin cost $48, bought 3 tins, used 2 and not even half the walls are painted.

And tomorrow morning will be a damn scary morning for me, cause I have to register for GEMs, which I HATE. Yeah, GEMs, I took OE last sem, and I really regretted taking it. But I passed the module in the end lah.

1st choice - photography. Then I can bring my SX10 and play.

2nd choice - French culture. Then I can blog in French.

3rd choice - Any other course that has people I know inside.

Year 2 timetable's out also, and by the looks of it, most days starts at 10 or 11, which is great, and ends at about 5 or 6, which is also great, cause I don't want to go home so early. Going home is the last thing I have on my mind, and even I'm typing this outside. Home?

And remember to use IE to register. And IE sucks.

Was supposed to be at camp last friday, but found it too damm boring, so left halfway without the rest knowing. Then watched Shinjuku Incident with Sky yesterday at PS. Wanted to go buy belt but realised that I ran out of cash.

Headed to funan to see stuff, and there was this anti virus promo going on. And this irritating promoter kept approaching me and telling me more about the anti virus software. Which I obviously dont need.

So I got abit fed-up, and asked him if it was for windows. And he said; 'Yes yes, works well with windows.'

And I told him. ' No thanks, installing anti virus on a PC is like wearing a condom with a hole at both ends.'

It defeats the purpose and takes up space.

I just downloaded the new Safari 4.0 Beta for my Mac, and now I can't read my emails using my Windows hotmail account. (Why the hell am I still using some service by Microsoft like hotmail? Cause all my PC friendly friends are using full of crap PCs. Thats why.)

So I downloaded Firefox, just to read my damn emails in my hotmail account.

Way to go Apple.