Welcome to my emo post.

Today felt damn bad, knowing that promos are gone, all my hard work and effort has gone down the drain. Today is just one if those days where you feel that everything isn't going right for you, whatever you want to happen doesn't happen, and all that you dread, you finally come face to face with it.

Just like me, I always thought that I would pass and get into the U. But sadly, it doesn't happen. Instead, I flunked my promos and now, blank.

And If I get promoted, I'm also very scared that I'll not be able to do well in A levels, then by that time, I'll not have anymore 2nd chance.

So now just doing my PW, then once PW is over, and I can't get promoted, then, go poly already. But its also not that bad, at least I have holidays until April next year. So in the meantime, maybe I can find some job first.

So anyway, today went to church, then had dinner at ECP. Burnt myself as some ppl bumped into me while I was carrying some food and the hot food burnt my hand. then the blister started forming until it was quite big, the rest of my thumb was like numb.
Ouch! swollen palm.

Wish I could find something that I'm really good at, then maybe I won't feel so useless whenever I hang out with other people.

Getting math results on tuesday. my only chance to get promoted lies on this paper. make it or break it.

D Day: 25 oct. I dread this day.