Movie of the year.
Terminator Salvation.
Really.
It's good.
Though Arnold wans't acting in it,
he made a CGI appearance.
Which was real realistic.
Loved the movie.
And,
got the feeling
that there's gonna be a T5.
Cause not all the terminators were destroyed.

Hope it'll come soon.
The last T3,
came out in 2003.
Had to wait 6 freakin long years!
Hope I don't have to wait that long again.

And the way Bale said 'I'll be back'...
...was abit lame...

I know I'm so gonna get screwed quite badly tomorrow.

Critique.

My model is quite empty.

Workmanship sucks.

Concept.

I hope its there.

Counting on it.

And most probably,

I'd be feeling hot,

during the crit.

Cause someone.

Someone.

I dunno who.

Likes to stand on the chair.

And off the bloody air-con.

If I ever catch that someone.

I'm sooo gonna kill him.

Think off the air-con damn fun is it?

And to the rest,

who think that your model is damn great.

Please.

I wouldn't think twice,

about giving you,

a nice juicy tight slap,

across yr thick skinned face.

Skin as thick as yr fat ass.

And those,

who obviously did a good job.

But are pretending to be humble.

Like saying,

"oh damn, I'm soo gonna die,

hope that I'll LIVE true tomorrow..."

I really hope.

I get a chance to slap you.

Harder than the hao lian people.

So that you'll stop attracting attention,

and wanting people to see yr works,

and then comment on how nice yr design is.

SCREW YOU.

big time.

(i'm not refering to myself. mine really sucks)

Preparing to get screwed.

Preeeety badly.

Maybe I'll get SIMS 3 to play on my Macbook.

Submission is finally over.
Not really proud of my project.
Umm.
That's all.
Can rest now.
Still feeling very hot.
Sweating the whole day.
Singapore has 4 cases of H1N1.
Critique is on Monday.
Movie with Veron later.

That's all I know for now.

Model finally done.

But it can't stand on it own.

Ceiling too heavy.

Asked kenny to help me buy acrylic sheet.

For support.

Hope it works.

Theory of Design Journal.

Done.

Left with printing and binding.

Yesterday.

Skipped school.

Went to school at 12.

When all the lessons were over.

Cause lessons starts at 8 on wednesday.

And the morning bus will be packed.

My model will be crushed.

So skipped.

Went to school.

Realised my model was so simple.

Shucks.

And my critique is next Monday.

.....

Helped Caryn do her model.

Her's so damn intricate.

But only half done.

And can't stand.

Looked around the studio.

Seems like many people,

can't finish their work by today.

Sad...

And yesterday.

On the way to lunch

with Kenny and Shan Ci.

We saw a self defence

demo at Moberly.

One guy was showing how

to defend yrself when

you're being held at throat point with a knife.

All the twists, turns, throw overs.

Then.

Conversation between us.

Kenny: "I think better to kick his lan jiow."

Me: "Ya, then he'll be in such great pain he'll

slash his knife in every direction."

Shan Ci: "Then later he slash yr ku ku jiow."

Silence.

Went back at 930.

Hungry.

Ate mee goreng and 1 chicken thigh,

$5.50.

Wah piang.

Chicken cost $2.50.

Lesson learnt.

Going to school later.

Take photos.

Print journal.

Play com.

Later.

Felt damn outta sorts today.

Feeling extremely hot.

Woke up in the middle of the night.

To find myself drenched in sweat.

Bath.

Cold water.

Nice.

Slept.

Woke up.

Sweating again.

Bath.

Go school.

Feeling better with the air con.

Starting again.

Although the studio was cold.

I think.

I saw some people wearing hoodies.

I was actually sweating like a pig.

Asked if the air con was on.

Reply was whether I was sick.

I think I am.

Red and itchy skin.

Sweating the whole day.

Imagine.

Sweating the whole day.

Even in an air conditioned room.

People starting asking me if I was sick.

Obviously.

What the hell do you think?

Drank 3 bottles of liang teh.

And 1 bottle of cold water.

Up to now.

Still feeling damn hot.

And not piss.

Water retention?

Stayed back till 930.

Took the bus back.

Ate prata.

For supper.

Eww. Not nice.

Went back.

Cold shower.

Cold.

Feeling better.

Now. Starting to feel warm.

Body too heaty.

Too much junk food.

And later night prata.

The liang teh didn't work. :(

I felt my life was complete when I downloaded this song.

Stupid Terrorist

Lesson learnt.

NEVER

use clay.

Always turns out to be a mess.

And poster colour.

Cheap but messy.

Use a spray can instead.

And NEVER cut styrofoam

with a cutter.

Unless you want to have fake snow.

And a cleaner to scold you.

My model is 50% complete.

Or is it 50% unfinished?

Today.

I helped a blind man board the bus.

Thoughts.

Why are some people

Disabled.

Blind.

Deaf.

Mute.

Is it punishment?

And how do they live.

Alone?

That'd be hard.

But they seem content.

Selling tissue paper.

Busking.

Or are they not.

Feelings kept inside.

Unknown to others.

Too bad.

Life isn't fair anyway.

Its officially less than 2 years.

Still counting.

My greatest wish:

Turn back the clock,

to undo all the things,

that I have come to regret.

And live life the way I want.

Without the regrets.

$6 crazy glue.

Plus the $45 spent of wood and other materials.

I'm running out of cash.

Late.

No alarm.

Stupid phone died.

Woke up 730.

Class starts.

8am.

Shit.

Reach class.

9am.

Damn.

Marked absent.

Got a C for my drawings.

Sian.

Need to buy materials.

Very sian.

Skip GEMS to buy materials.

Damn.

2nd time in a row i skipped GEMS.

Die.

Art Friend.

My friend.

Putty.

Cardboard.

Glue container.

Metal wire.

$10.

Ok lah.

Quite cheap.

Go back.

Go work.

Go back.

Here.

Boring.

My life.

Is.

So.

Boring.

End.

Sian. Very Sian.

Got the new project brief today.

Model making.

Like I did not have enough,

Of making those damn models.

Why? Oh God why?

Do our tutors like to torture us.

Ah damn it. Lah.

Esay?

Hope so.

Hope.

Inexistent.

So.

Hopeless?

No.

Just not here yet.

So.

Raking my brains for ideas.

Brains,

What's left of it.

Becoming stupid.

Ever since I enrolled in poly.

Dumber. Stupider.

Can't think as well.

Write as well.

Write?

I'm typing.

See?

Saw.

Seen.

Whatever.

Project due in 2 weeks.

Wack. And bullshit throught.

MY style.

Like last sem.

Wack and bullshit through.

And.

All it takes.

Is for a kao pei,

to kao pei,

and stop me in my tracks,

no amount of bullshitting will get me through.

So for now.

No ideas yet.

Yet.

Means not now.

So.

Watched movie with Veron.

Actually its Veronica.

But name so long.

Lazy to write it out.

Type it out.

Watched Angels and Demons.

Not bad.

Maybe I'll catch Da Vinci Code also.

A&D, is a sequel to DVC.

But the book, is a prequel.

So confusing right?

Confusing.

Thats life.

Life.

Isn't fair.

At all.

But what the heck.

Who cares.

I'm tired.

Real tired.

So goodnight.

Or just nite.

There's hardly any good in nights.

Whatever.

Nite.

4099 results for 'Windows Suck"

0 Results for Mac sucks.

Yahoo!

Skipped RWP today.

2nd time already.

And I'm group leader.

But who cares?

Wednesday.

Is the worst day.

Wake up at 6am.

finish school at 12pm.

Go back at 12pm?

Rather go back at 12am

Technical drawings handed in.

8 pieces.

Now.

TOD seminar.

Ah Pek is group leader.

Supposedly.

But since he isn't doing anything.

And his English sucks.

Can't even understand the text we have to read.

I'm the new group leader.

Self-appointed.

Rushing TOD.

Monday submit.

New project brief is going to be tmr.

Last one for the term.

Then its holidays.

Damn.

I just had a holiday.

Mas Selamat got caught.

He did it on purpose.

For the past 14 months.

Eating Nasi Lemak and drinking Teh Terek.

He got sick and tired.

"Sian. Even Singapore Detention Centre got better food."

So he showed his face

and pai kah.

And allowed the Malaysian Police to catch him.

Back in Singapore.

The Singapore Police Force goes.

"Sia lah, Malaysia got him. Pai sey lah."

Yeah you should be.

Cause life isn't fair.

Some people spurge on fine dining,

Others starve to death.

Some have a home to return to,

Others sleep under bridges.

Some are able bodied.

Others bed-ridden for life.

Some attempt suicide but dont die.

Others choke to death eating fishballs.

Life.

Unfair.

But thats good.

If not.

We would all be the same.

All rich.

Or all poor.

Let things continue the way its meant to be.

Today.

Woke up late.

Late for work.

At work,

so many ppl watch X-Men.

And only me at the damn counter

Stress.

Overcharge.

Give wrong change.

Undercharge.

In the end.

Short $7.50.

Pay.

Pissed off.

Bloody manager dunno how to plan roster.

Supposed to end work at 10.

Left at 1130.

Took last train.

Felt like a dick.

Train ride seemed like it took forever.

Wished it would take forever.

Reached Braddell.

Felt damn dumb. Stupid. Shitty.

Sat down and read newspaper i bought in the morning.

Crazy asshole tried to ram his car into some ppl.

Missed and crashed and died.

Wow. Like playing GTA.

Swine virus hit HK.

Wonder when will it hit Singapore.

Then no school. No work. Can rest.

Now.

Busy like a crazed ant.

Morning. School.

Afternoon. School.

Evening. Go out.

Night. Wonder where to go.

Midnight. Reach 'home'.

Do work till 2-3am.

Check email.

Junk email.

Delete email.

Chat online.

I need a care bear.

Crazy cartoon.

Sleepy. Crappy.

Tomorrow.

Unsure.

Work not done.

Heart feels heavy.

Knees weak.

Head pain.

Eyes closing.

Hands trembling.

What the hell am I even typing this for.

Thinking.

Nothing.

None.

Not.

No.

?

Gdnite.

Smiley face.

Destroyed it.

So fake.

And ya.

Gdnite.

2 more years.

Long time.

Time flies?

Time crawls.

2 years.

Very long time.

Can't wait for it to pass.

End.